Post by Amber Craze James on Oct 21, 2012 5:29:40 GMT -5
Who is this??[/i]
BASICS
She used to be a happy, hyper teenage girl. But since she faced a crisis in her life—well, a few, actually—her personality has been going in downward spirals. First she was happy and bubbly, then she was moody and snapped at everyone, now she cries every day and feels sorry for herself. She spends a lot of time sitting in her cabin when no one else is there, staring at herself in the mirror and crying at what she saw. She had lost a lot of weight, grown paler, and she never even bothered to put makeup on anymore. She had lost all her luster; the spring in her step, the bounce in her voice. It was all gone. Amber had been swallowed up, eaten alive by sadness. Now this is turning into one of her posts. Oh, well. When not in her cabin, she is usually working double shifts in the infirmary, drifting around aimlessly in a canoe. When her tears ran too long, she goes and sits under the only tree in the beach, and sitting into the woods. Which is where she also met her boyfriend, the deminymph Ilo. Which leads me to include that she does not need a romantic interest. As for friends... she is a little closed off at the moment—what, with what happened with Pandora Relenta, who could blame her?—so she would probably be afraid of getting back-stabbed. She needs patience and kindness in a friend. As for enemies... well, she will defend herself no matter what. If people don't like her, she considers it their problem. She still gets insecure at insults, but she doesn't show it. Most people who hate her gets frustrated with all her, “I'm rubber, you're glue. Insults bounce off me and stick too you,” stuff. So it might be hard for her to keep enemies on.
FRIENDS
strangers you think that everything's wrong, ask me
acquaintances how to carry on, we'll make it through
fake friend another day, just hold on. cause life starts now,
old friend you've done all the things that could kill you
possible relation somehow, and you're so far down. but you will
one-sided friendship survive this somehow because life starts now.
mutual friendship I hate to see you fall down, I'll pick you up off
good friend the ground. I've watched the weight of your world
best friend come down... and now it's your chance. to move
like family on, change the way you've lived for so long,
inseparable find the strength you've had inside all along.
ENEMIES
indifference I need to run far away, can't go back to that place. like
one-sided annoyance she told me, I'm just a big disgrace; lied too much. she
mutual disagreement said that she's had enough... am I too much? she said that
jealous relationship she's had enough. standing on my own, remembering the
love / hate relationship one I left at home; forget about the life I used to know;
friendly rivalry forget about the one I left at home so now I'm standing here
on / off rivalry alone, I'm learning how to live life on my own. lied too
back-stabbed much, I think that I've had enough. am I too much. she said
flat-out enemy that she's had enough... I'm standing on my own. remembering
full-blown rivalry the one I left at home; forget about the life I used to know.
true hateful relationship forget about the one I left at home, so now I'm standing here alone.
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IT'S AMBER CRAZE JAMES!
desultory – ranter – turning depressed – musician – actress
[/color][/center]desultory – ranter – turning depressed – musician – actress
BASICS
She used to be a happy, hyper teenage girl. But since she faced a crisis in her life—well, a few, actually—her personality has been going in downward spirals. First she was happy and bubbly, then she was moody and snapped at everyone, now she cries every day and feels sorry for herself. She spends a lot of time sitting in her cabin when no one else is there, staring at herself in the mirror and crying at what she saw. She had lost a lot of weight, grown paler, and she never even bothered to put makeup on anymore. She had lost all her luster; the spring in her step, the bounce in her voice. It was all gone. Amber had been swallowed up, eaten alive by sadness. Now this is turning into one of her posts. Oh, well. When not in her cabin, she is usually working double shifts in the infirmary, drifting around aimlessly in a canoe. When her tears ran too long, she goes and sits under the only tree in the beach, and sitting into the woods. Which is where she also met her boyfriend, the deminymph Ilo. Which leads me to include that she does not need a romantic interest. As for friends... she is a little closed off at the moment—what, with what happened with Pandora Relenta, who could blame her?—so she would probably be afraid of getting back-stabbed. She needs patience and kindness in a friend. As for enemies... well, she will defend herself no matter what. If people don't like her, she considers it their problem. She still gets insecure at insults, but she doesn't show it. Most people who hate her gets frustrated with all her, “I'm rubber, you're glue. Insults bounce off me and stick too you,” stuff. So it might be hard for her to keep enemies on.
LOVERS
I always knew that you'd come back to get me, and ex on bad terms
you always knew that it wouldn't be easy. to go back ex on good terms
to the start; to see where it all began. or end up at the check you out
bottom; to watch how it all ends. you tried to lie and possible crush
say I was everything... I remember when I said I'm one-sided crush
nothing without you. somehow I found a way to get romantic interest
lost in you; let me inside, let me get close to you. taking it slow
change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to. taking it fast
somehow I found a way to get lost in you. you always full relationship
thought that I left myself open. but you didn't know I courtship
was already broken. I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad... true love
I always knew that you'd come back to get me, and ex on bad terms
you always knew that it wouldn't be easy. to go back ex on good terms
to the start; to see where it all began. or end up at the check you out
bottom; to watch how it all ends. you tried to lie and possible crush
say I was everything... I remember when I said I'm one-sided crush
nothing without you. somehow I found a way to get romantic interest
lost in you; let me inside, let me get close to you. taking it slow
change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to. taking it fast
somehow I found a way to get lost in you. you always full relationship
thought that I left myself open. but you didn't know I courtship
was already broken. I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad... true love
FRIENDS
strangers you think that everything's wrong, ask me
acquaintances how to carry on, we'll make it through
fake friend another day, just hold on. cause life starts now,
old friend you've done all the things that could kill you
possible relation somehow, and you're so far down. but you will
one-sided friendship survive this somehow because life starts now.
mutual friendship I hate to see you fall down, I'll pick you up off
good friend the ground. I've watched the weight of your world
best friend come down... and now it's your chance. to move
like family on, change the way you've lived for so long,
inseparable find the strength you've had inside all along.
OTHER
every street in this city is the same to me. role model
everyone's got a place to be, but there's no mentor
room for me. am I to blame? when the guilt teacher
and the shame hang over me like a dark family
cloud that chases you down in the pouring rain. bad influence
it's so hard to find someone who cares about you good influence
but it's easy enough to find someone who admired
looks down on you. why is it so hard to find got your back
someone who cares about you, but it's easy got my back
enough to find someone who looks down on you? advice-giver
it's not what it seems when you're not on the scene. advice-receiver
every street in this city is the same to me. role model
everyone's got a place to be, but there's no mentor
room for me. am I to blame? when the guilt teacher
and the shame hang over me like a dark family
cloud that chases you down in the pouring rain. bad influence
it's so hard to find someone who cares about you good influence
but it's easy enough to find someone who admired
looks down on you. why is it so hard to find got your back
someone who cares about you, but it's easy got my back
enough to find someone who looks down on you? advice-giver
it's not what it seems when you're not on the scene. advice-receiver
ENEMIES
indifference I need to run far away, can't go back to that place. like
one-sided annoyance she told me, I'm just a big disgrace; lied too much. she
mutual disagreement said that she's had enough... am I too much? she said that
jealous relationship she's had enough. standing on my own, remembering the
love / hate relationship one I left at home; forget about the life I used to know;
friendly rivalry forget about the one I left at home so now I'm standing here
on / off rivalry alone, I'm learning how to live life on my own. lied too
back-stabbed much, I think that I've had enough. am I too much. she said
flat-out enemy that she's had enough... I'm standing on my own. remembering
full-blown rivalry the one I left at home; forget about the life I used to know.
true hateful relationship forget about the one I left at home, so now I'm standing here alone.
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Credit to ZODIAC?! @ Caution for the template
Credit to THREE DAYS GRACE for the lyrics.
Seal this or cut off the credit and I will track you down and KILL YOU.
