Post by Anabelle Clarence on Jan 18, 2013 20:28:40 GMT -5
reality is a lovely place but i wouldn't want to live there ,
Moonlight shined, illuminating the Long Island Sound, bouncing with the rain. The sight was captivating, inspiring. It was about 2 AM and Camp Half-Blood was quiet except for the patter of rain on the ground. It was still, it was calm. It was perfect. Anabelle snapped the decent picture of the moonbeams bouncing off the rain, shining through the drops of water. It was mesmerizing, the sound of each raindrop hitting the cold January ground. Anabelle smiled and took in a soft breath. Her bare feet were cold against the sand, ballet flats in the sand next to each other. She wove her toes into the sand, popping them in and out. It was damp and clumpy. Waves crashed against the shores with the same rhythm each time, the same motion. Hypnotic. Beautiful. Anabelle flicked her head to the side, sweeping her white bangs away from her face. She was just a silhouette in the sand, brightened by full moon beams.
Anabelle couldn't really explain why she was out in the cool, breezy night on the deserted beach in the middle of January. She had just woken up, and wanted to get out a little. Usually she would go to the strawberry fields, but she had decided to change it up a little today. Photograph her life someplace else. She smiled as her sensitive ears could detect the chatter of dolphins, swimming along the ocean somewhat closer to the coast. Anabelle had super enhanced senses. The night was pretty, the stars twinkling in the sky between the wispy clouds that were shedding drizzles of rain, on and off all night long.
She thought about things. Anabelle always loved to ponder. It helped her understand things, to think about them. She never voiced her opinions. She was afraid that people would think of her as odd. Anabelle thought about the sickness ... and its inscrutable cure, apparantly. Clearly the cure wasn't being found because a girl - fifteen-year-old daughter of Hecate - Pandora Relenta had just died almost two weeks ago. Her death marked something, something bigger than just a common cold. If demigods were dying because of this, it was serious. Actions needed to be taken.
Anabelle sat down on the sand, crossing her skinny jean-clad legs and watching the ocean. Just sitting there. It was so peaceful, so calm. It was so nice for a change. She could just let herself go, be lost in the waves. Meditate. She was a normal girl again, who had friends. When was the last time she was a mortal girl? A normal girl? It was her last day of sixth grade when she had been walking home with her boyfriend ... and her normality poofed into thin air, never to be seen again.
Sometimes Anabelle didn't mind being alone. Her life wasn't hectic, it wasn't frantic. She was emotionally closed out. She had learned how to be. She didn't need sorrow or heartbreak. She didn't anger. She was whole, she was at peace. At least, her head was. Her heart was telling her to live on the edge. She refused. She had to be smart about herself, about her curse. If she didn't, someone was going to get hurt. She had to be smart, she always had been. Maybe she could make a friend or two ... what was she thinking? She needed to be alone. Other people only brought in emotions, inflicted feelings. She didn't need to feel. She believed that. She was destined to never be social, to never marry, or feel love. Her was stoic. She hid everything. Her eyes were glossy, as if her head wasn't there. Her lips never smiled, never frowned. She was expressionless. She was nothing. She was barely Anabelle Star Clarence anymore.