Post by Max Darke on Sept 1, 2014 11:18:56 GMT -5
Max hadn't meant to go to the fireworks beach that night; her plan had been to have a few glasses of champagne, and then go to bed. She thought it would be fine, maybe even help her sleep, but instead of sleep, she found dark memories. Rugged, broken memories. The film of them that surrounded her as she shaked and tossed in her sheets was as thick as mist and enough to make anyone choke. If anything, it made her want to sleep even more. Regardless, she found herself leaving her room and bumbling out of her cabin, completely barefoot against the inky ground.
The dark-haired girl pulled her sweater tighter around her, shaking slightly. For a mere second she regretted leaving, but then the memories started to fade with her warmth, and she was pleased.
She regained her heat slowly as she mindlessly wandered. She didn't take note of where she was going or what time it was, but when the dirt changed to rocks, and the rocks changed to sand, she realized where she must be. Her gaze came up from the ground, and she saw the white thread of the moon reflecting onto the black water. She heard the steady sound of the water lapping the shore, and her heart was a little calmer in her chest.
Max sat down at he edge of the water. Not close enough for the water to hit her, but close enough for it to come dangerously close. She tried to think. About anything. The way the moon reflected on the water made everything look like metal, the way the sand felt, the goosebumps rapidly rising and falling, anything. Anything but the thoughts that kept her from sleeping. Anything.
Eventually, she ran out of things to think about. Her mind was forming rough thoughts and getting rid of them as soon as they appeared, which made the list of things rather short. Her brown eyes shut and she focused on his face. She didn't know when he came to mind, but he did. He always did when she couldn't think straight. A calm seeped into the crack between her lips and into her her ears and under her eyelids, and she felt soothed, ready to sleep.
She knew that by the time she got back to the cabin, she wouldn't be able to sleep. Her resolve was to stay on that beach until she was too exhausted to think, and she could just fumble back to the cabin and collapse without a second glace. But now, in the present moment, she focused on other things: a large wave crashed against the water and it caught her toe. She shivered, but did not draw it back.
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notes: its named calesence because its the feeling/a state of getting warmer. or at least thats what google said. also, sorry this is all really clunky and awkward, its been a while since i've written a thread.